Sorry that yesterdays post gave impression that I was going to not blog. What I meant was that I was wondering why at a time that I am finding myself censoring much of what I might post.
I have already done the I am not gonna blog thing and I still did just kept the posts private.
For those keeping track the most viewed post of today is one on model ship building again. Next – the Orange you glad post. Coming in 5th yesterdays post.
my theory (for what it’s worth)….
i don’t censor…. okay, not completely true… i may censor word choice ha! for me the whole point in writing is to get it out of my head. if i were going to censor i would keep a private document on my computer as opposed to writing on the internet… and if a reader or two or three don’t agree or don’t like my style they don’t have to read my stuff…. it’s my personal thoughts, feelings, and opinions… i put them on my site in case anyone is interested in them… if they aren’t that’s okay too… 🙂 and i’ve told my entire family and most all my friends (of which there are 3 ha) about my blog… they read and it reality, it has helped them to understand me better….
I rant sometimes LOL but I really do not wish my folks to read my blog really really I do not ha ha.
and neighbors reading it could be a bad thing.
My friends they do not have to read to know that I am coo coo
Oh shit, what was I going to say? OH, you mentioned that your neighbors reading it could be a bad thing. And I wondered, “Can her neighbors read? Do you think they read blogs by people with MS? Hmmm…”
I am safe. haven’t heard a gunshot in this neighborhood since shortly after we moved in. DH pointed his pistol at the closet floor one night and shot it. Exactly why, I don’t remember. I think he was wondering how loud it would be, or something like that. After all, he was concerned about security as we knew there were gangbangers living across the alley, and maybe one renting up the street. So he was extra vigilant back then.
I’m sorry that you are apparently stuck in your neighborhood; at least for now.
Not everyone googles MS and gets here. Some google for example guns or a description and get to a blog. Ever since someone took offense to a post and found their way to my front door . …
I was going to ask what type of censorship you meant but this explained it. Scary is all I can say.
I hold back way too much. Like today, I would love to be able to say “to hell with it all.” But instead I started writing a post which is deceptively contemplative. What I really, really want to say lately is “fuck it.” So I’ll say it here where it won’t be broadcast to the whole world. And, yes, a few relatives and friends (non-MS) actually do read my blog. I’m just sad, that’s all.
I get it- I would be very WTF also. Seems on different levels many of us are evaluating why we do what we do. I think sometimes different types of people respond or don’t for different reasons.
Thank you.