endings

Life is full of beginnings and endings. Perhaps it is really a circle without begging or end. I don’t really know. Great fodder for the brain to dwell on.

The past few months have been full of beginnings and endings.  We watched the kids exchange rings on the beach. So full of expectation,  innocence, belief, and excitement. The knowing, the automatic assumption without thought really that life is good – the harbinger of youth.  A beginning. I miss my  reckless youth.

A few friends have left us here without them too.  Is that an ending or a beginning?

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How I think – is my though process different than the norm?

It dawned on me that I process information like a logic tree or something similar. Then again I can get stuck in a major do loop 🙂

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I spend a lot of time reading blogs and such.  Lately my brain is not functioning in top gear.  It seems after all the changes with blogger many blogs seem like one big run on sentence to me.  Long paragraphs if there are paragraphs.  In my news reader many of the words are stuck together.   (In my reader manyof the words are stuck together).   I then head for the site as I have enough troubles taking it all in as it is.

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“Firework” Lyrics

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards,
One blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there’s still a chance for you
‘Cause there’s a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ’em what you’re worth
Make ’em go “Oh, oh, oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colours burst
Make ’em go “Oh, oh, oh”
You’re gonna leave ’em goin’ “Oh, oh, oh”

You don’t have to feel like a wasted space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it’s time, you’ll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ’em what you’re worth
Make ’em go “Oh, oh, oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colours burst
Make ’em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
You’re gonna leave ’em goin’ “Oh, oh, oh”

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It’s always been inside of you, you, you
And now it’s time to let it through-ough-ough

‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ’em what you’re worth
Make ’em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colours burst
Make ’em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
You’re gonna leave ’em goin’ “Oh, oh, oh”

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom